INCEST AFFAIR - The once told gay experience.

One day, as I turned on the computer, opened the browser and went to several social media sites, I remembered that poem I made about incest affair. Regarding the thought, I typed "INCEST AFFAIR" on the search engine. I found several stories. Some are already heard, common stories that is. A guy having an affair with his girl cousin and vice versa. A brother and sister affair and even a gay incest are readable. But you know what make those worst? Yes, the judgments from other people. Somehow, those judgments are agreeable. We don't have the right to though. Things like these are never peculiar to the ears of the many. In this generation, it's a less issue. Nonetheless, whatever little positive regard on this issue, it is still associated with a lot of negative connotations.

I have my personal poem to share about incest affair. I took the story on a friend's situation. I was fascinated by the story so I wrote a poem to etch it in the most creative story telling I know. It's title is the content:

INCEST

Amidst the circumstances,

Here comes another test.

Challenging as it seems,

I thought no more it’ll exist

He’s of my blood

And I’m of his.

Brother is my dad,

And his mom’s sis.

Situation says no

But the urge says go.

I fear it when I do

Yet, pleasure is a foe.

Yes, sensuality

Is how it started.

For how we are bounded,

We cheated.

I believed it was fantasy.

But it has changed suddenly.

Obsession, it is, they say.

But it is love I feel in a way.

This love is wrong I know,

But it’s the only way to show.

The feelings that were hidden

And the emotions that weren’t seen.

For once I felt this love.

Love which is unusual

Bind with emotions

Not by prohibitions.

Love may end unending

Or may end to an end.

The consequence is pain

And moving on is the longest chain.

The after story:

My best friend is a gay. Therefore, that poem is a gay-inspired story. Honestly, I disgust him when he told me about this thing and that went for awhile. Then I asked myself, "Do I have the right to condemn my best friend for doing such thing?" And the answer of course is no. I managed to loosen up the heat from beneath. After awhile, I talked to him again. I went through the whole story.

This guy he has into is not really that good-looking. He has a quite resemblance of a six-pack abs though, which attracts my best friend most. What goes around the mind is never in the heart at first. This guy is my best friend's first cousin to his aunt and his father. "It was just a fantasy at first", he told me. The moment they had sex, it went along and had several encounters as time passed by. What bothered him as it continued, he slowly developed a feeling more than lust. They're doing it for almost two years and finally, he fell in love. (When I heard that, that was the moment I told him I wanted to make a poem for his story and I did). The intimacy though, grew a lot deeper. However, my best friend found out that it's a one-sided thing. What his cousin wanted was to only have fun and nothing beyond. "It sucked!" Yes, that's what I told my best friend. I also told him to stop and forget whatever was going on that time. He did. It was a bit harder for him though. But the supposed to be, "let's move on," had turned to a roller coaster ride and it got harder and harder for him. They kept on repeating the act and sad to say, the emotions went crazy as well. Tears were already part of the story. He cried for nothing. Time come that my best friend became the "I-don't-listen-to-the-word-you-say" type of person. He continued to ride the roller coaster. It became routinary. What else can I do? I've done my part. Whether he does his or not, it's his choice.

Today, I am riding with him in the roller coaster to show how much I love him. I know he'll get over it in time. He told me that story in 2015 and the actual story begun in 2013. Yet until now, he is still in the verge of moving more barricades to what I wanted him to do and what he is doing.

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